It’s been month since I wrote about the JLPT N4 I attended. Morning at the exam day, a thought crossed my mind to hold me back from attending the exam. It was 2 years after the last time I took my Japanese course and I was so sure I will be failing.
But, then I looked myself at the mirror and I said it out loud to the person in front of me,
“I don’t want you somewhere in the future to look back on your life and wondering, ‘What if I took the exam…’!”
And, yeah, I passed it. Barely, though.
But now that I attended it, regardless whether I would have been failed or not, I know where I am in the measurement and I’m going to push it more and more. 🙂